Back In Denial

Yeah Im feeling a lil too native tonight like Im on da rez like a youngster drunk and suicidal Poppin pills like Im poppin at my own people like they my culturalistic rivals I'm dying slowly like my culture yet Im still reading the about God and the Holy Bible I almost died not once but twice thats why I strive for survival Im a lil mad at God ever since he took my lil brother but I shall get over it in a lil while Im more greatful ever since he gave back life with my first child Living life up to this point in my life has now been worth the while time ticking away everyday on da rez like the sun dial so no time to waste any longer in this tribulation of another life to death trial I shall bring back all my lost long life culture files I am like a new trend people Im litterally making my own clothes with the Rez Life 7 style I shall overcome bull*****even if at times it gets me a lil riled Breaking through hangovers like out the stomach comes last nights bile Im litterally building onto whats left in my trash pile I aint going to stop until I have my legs crushed during the last mile I hit jumps in my car through life as it idles This is just but another life lived in gratitude I cant lie though It shouldnt matter too much in the end because I will be high Bro Insanely flying in the sky like an acrobatic physco Shooting through leather problems like a twelve gauge rifle so much it makes my own heart with a quick fix stifle Im gonna make it through my haters doubts with a quick glance as I smile I will bring back hope not to theirs or yours but my own before I end up back in denial