Back Again

I sit in the dark alone My tear soaked face lit only by the computer I cry into my bed I wish I could sleep Cause some dreams are what I need Every fight goes too far It makes me wonder Did you ever love me You call me degrading things You never take them back You don't involve yourself in my life I cry and I try to remember the last time When was the last time you said you loved me You never actually said it Just wrote it on a celebratory card It breaks me down and tears me apart Where the hell is your heart What happened What did I do You never have a good thing to say Another day, another fight You tear me to pieces And you walk away cause the fight ended your way Feeling heroic that you ruined the day Never saying sorry cause you mean every word you say But nobody else sees how we're falling apart Words can't say the damage you inflict And nothing can explain the things you do Hours pass and nothing changes But we sit down at breakfast like nothing did Pretending cause we'll never agree But the fight will be back again The same hurtful attack repeats An emotional beat Just don't know when Except it will be back again