Ayla at Two

Ayla at Two

With a fistful of raisins and
Chocolate-flavored goatee,
Your favorite Dora tee shirt
Splotched red from your spaghetti lunch,
We sit on the floor together as
You climb on up for a quick fix of Mommy,
A moment of squeeze, 
And I gather you up 
As you tell of something wonderful 
In your lovely language of syllabic sound and
I tell you I know
Because I do. 
You smile at me then, 
Your grin like the wedge of a tangerine, 
Sweet and juicy and 
Pretty enough to eat, so I do. 
I gobble you up until 
You scramble away giggling, 
Sated for the moment, 
Busy feet wandering on 
To other happenstance and adventure.
Tireless fingers, 
Testing, trying, 
Reckoning your world within the 
Workings of a brand-new beguiling toy. 
Your sunny, funny little face, 
Scrunched up in concentration
Until you get it, 
And you laugh your jingle-bell laugh, 
Rejoicing in doing it, 
Getting it, mastering it, 
Mistress of the World at last. 
You say, “Look, Mommy! See, Mommy!”
(Your conquest only real if Mommy sees.) 
But with the swiftness of infancy, 
You suddenly wail and cry out loud 
When you couldn’t get it to go again,
It stopped without reason or repose. 
So, I scoop you up,
The second time in as many breath-beats
And my heart swells,
Too big for the space it’s allotted because 
Knowing I, too, need the consolation, 
You gently pat my back as I hold you,
Head on my shoulder, 
Tears abated for now,
And after a time of 
Rocking and swaying you say, 
“I wuf you, Mommy,”
And the moment turns 
Perfection into itself, 
Immaculate, 
As it boasts its way 
Through us, 
Bursting in the center of 
Our one heart.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Agustin Avatar
December 3, 2023 at 6:06 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Arbil Avatar
December 15, 2023 at 10:45 AM
Thanks for your kind words and blessing. God bless you, too. Love your poetry.
Edmonds  Avatar
December 2, 2023 at 2:14 PM
Beautiful moments shared between mother and child, a delightful read. Welcome to PoetrySoup Suzanne. All the best, Belle
Arbil Avatar
December 15, 2023 at 10:47 AM
Thanks, Belle! I appreciate it! I wrote this on a day we were playing and i put her down for a nap and it came out in 15 minutes. It happens like that sometimes. Anyway, i love your poetry too!
One Avatar
December 2, 2023 at 7:54 AM
Lovely first poem Suzanne, they say about terrible twos dont they and they do exist.
Arbil Avatar
December 15, 2023 at 10:50 AM
Hi S.O…. You mean first poem i have submitted here because it is not my first poem ever. Of course you probably know that and meant its a lovely first poem on this website. Anyway, haha, thank you for your very nice comments on this poem. Its probably my favorite poem of any i have shared here.
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