Awaken

I wake in the night crying & sceaming out your name My hearts failing me im ripped to part inside i can no longer sleep i can no longer feel My life's changing i no longer feel real i feel dead all these mixed up feelings in my head i wake up shaking tears running down my face i feel so utterable out of place i have no home i have no faith My life's cut in two i wake up wanting you it kills me inside I'm going back to old ways i have no reason to care my lifes hell which i can no longer bear heart wrenching terror i feel so alone i wish you could help me find my way back home