Auspicious Nest

"The core of knowledge is love" Satha Sai Baba This dark November night in New England has come but midway I, not so bright, have given in without a fight to insomnia. Above the small round yellow light on my factory 48-pane window ledge overpowering my bedroom walls soar grayly up toward a faint 16 foot ceiling dark, also not so bright when time to pay the factory's bill for heat and light. I woke up thinking about natural love as perfection of spiritual knowledge, which is so far from perfect that compassion too often remains hypothetically unhealthy; again, not such a bright yet curiously necessary light. My love has preceded coming out, but has also followed from indigenous perfection of matrilinear knowledge, that resiliently courageous DNA embedded inside the nucleus of each of "my" organically cooperative synergetic, win/win home team cells made of more resilient knowing might than this stretched out November love of night. I remember warm sacred EarthMother resonant wealth holiest of home wholenest feelings Fresh from Her womb therapeutic Beauty feelings precede but also restoratively follow from perfectly healthy democratic trusts in spiritually regenerative Truths transparent as tonight's opaque glass vulnerable to personal yet multigenerational ass umptions That insomniac drifting meditations and medications will not, tonight, ease my economic and politically vulnerable knowledge my compassion's transparency sadly feels less brightly resonant, Less depression-proof resilient than these remaining hours before dawn relights Earth's coloring in knowledge loving powers To turn off lights in timely nights knowing the end Brings new knowledge begun in EarthMother's sacred love, Integrity's Great Reweaving potential green cooperative history Knowing sight and meaningful resonant resound As my night seizure knowing son rolls over peacefully in love's eternal Living Here greets Knowing Now Regeneratively bright might imagine starlight singing to revolving ringing shadowed deep autumn night. Tomorrow is local election day to reconsider transparent climate trauma's multigenerational knowledge politically and economically vulnerable to EarthMother's long love memory regenerating empowering enlightened ecofeminists Supporting bicameral knowledge of democratically healthy recreative loving health/wealth balance Before and after naturally knowing light's brightest night kinda perfect love spirit passions.