attachment

i try and paint you in a bad light inside my head to create a reason to get over you but no matter how hard i try all i can think of is you you consume my mind take control of my speech i will always drift back to you no matter how hard the universe can rip me apart from you you have my heart my lungs my blood my mind you have my soul do you need anything else i’ll give you all you need of me and still love you the same as you leave me to rot so you can feel better i would carve holes in my skin if you wanted to touch my bones all for you i would do anything for you you are like roots wrapping yourself in my chest, coiling around my heart, puncturing holes in my flesh to encase me in your grasp. i’ll bleed out if it helped you i’ll bleed out and die without your touch or love without your kisses or hugs without you i’ll watch you like the mona lisa loving from afar