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Asinine

I am emotionally unstable, From being wrapped in the clutching grips of this mental psychosis. I am now vulnerable to the plague of self infliction, driving me towards one of my many addictions. Allow me to pick my own poisons and ravage my own mind to Free me of those thoughts that begin with happiness But unfortunately and all too frequently end in time. These embarrassing and disgusting thoughts of my insecurity Are only fueled by my minds certainty, That the further I plummet into your egos vulnerability I will be exhausted by your truth. This is my reality. My heart has been poisoned all while my mind has been victimized. Taken for granted by your cold acknowledgments and yet still this insatiable need for you In one word is Asinine. My cancerous wounds being wrapped and saturated with your ointment, Healed…By you simply calling my name. I am fully aware of the consequences that will condemn me By rekindling your flame. The validity of my former understandings of right from wrong Have taken a turn in a direction where the nights are long And as the cold settles in my bones I pray for dawn, where my hopes paint scenes of a past that’s not all gone. See I know that with every ending starts with a new beginning And I have sampled quite a portion of those fish in the sea And believe me, I have no problem scooping up another fine dime piece That would do almost anything to ride with me But physical contact has its limitations It’s was our mental aspect that inspired my aspirations It was knowing that your rock was strong and I could lean on you when I had been on my feet too long But that is my issue…what I thought I knew was wrong. So now I smash and shatter through this reality Stuffy with head pressure like a bad case of seasonal allergies A feeling of panic deep in the pit of my gut My soul is being crippled from being a fool.. And not giving you up.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013




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Date: 12/4/2013 1:09:00 PM
Ps., Intense My Man, Intense.
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Date: 12/4/2013 1:05:00 PM
Hey Stud, Tis Good To Find A Man's Man Tilting In Verse ~ Congratulations, Upon Your Forging Forth Unto Death Do Us Part's, Excellent Feature; Super Ku's My Friend ~ Happy Holidays ~ Love John
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Date: 11/30/2013 6:30:00 AM
- Welcome to P-Soup, Shane ! - Nice to read your first poem here. - Hope you will have much pleasure to be with us. - Wishing you good luck - have a nice day! - (Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours). - My first greeting to you from Norway. - I will come back to read more.... another day :) - oxox / /Anne-Lise :)
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Date: 11/29/2013 11:19:00 PM
A wonderful write,kudos! Welcome to poetrysoup,here u find d poetic treasures in vast quantities. Alwaz, Based oin Belief
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Date: 11/29/2013 8:49:00 PM
Shane, deep ending , A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. Dropping by to invite you to my latest contest. You will find the contest page on the top left hand side* -Looking forward in following and reading your poetry. Hope to hear from you soon. You will enjoy the community, we are one big happy family. (Drama & Love. LOL) ~ Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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Shane Hart
Date: 11/29/2013 9:06:00 PM
Thanks for the welcome Linda. I look forward to feeling your words inspiration.