Argh What Accursed Fate Did Lurk

Argh...What Accursed Fate Did Lurk... Regarding thee 2009 Hyundai Sonata (50+ shades of gray), a cred debt tub bull vehicle, that at this moment finds sinking feeling akin to led zeppelin, yes (for almost ten years, this car manufactured with damn) sped to countless destinations, no whomever drove head ding here, there, or anywhere, yea without missing a beat said vehicle dependable, rightly never left being reliable, thus no question even Fred Flintstone could corroborate, how red dilly reliant aforementioned car stood us in good stead, aye attribute to quality wed did craftsmanship in tandem being exam manned by skilled automotive technicians, nonetheless majority of cumulative costs exceed all other expenditures and asper right finds me in a severe emotional, financial, and spiritual jam, when meager money resources socked with exorbitant costs analogous to experiencing bam! Over today, a six hundred plus dollars repair, hits mine head hard (albeit figuratively), I surmise a worse fate than being dead agh...please help me survive this shell shock humongous, (yet critical) brake system replacement, cuz trickling optimism fled leaving me agast how ongoing expenses, will be met for me tum tug get fed now yours truly feels utterly rife with dread as his emergency savings account reserve tapped, since checking account hemorrhaged i.e. bled, whereat monthly social security deposit cannot be used to feather bed my inner peace, particularly when alarming sense of monetary distress dost dead din ability to breathe easy, when faith to remain financially solvent fled... Hence psyche feels like being pitched to and fro with no recourse to buttress legal tender woe full despair spurs philanthropic largesse (I hate to beg), though an upended employment track record (most recent job held...oye vey maybe two decades ago) severe bouts of anxiety/ panic undermined emo shin null (psychological) confidence nsync with sweaty palms, this this bro kin metaphor, which in part contributes to lifetime mein kampf of a bajillion times ho...ho... humbug mood possessed mind fiendish poker face spirit in hell worse off than a hobo living on skidrow!