Angel Or Demon

Audio hallucinations, voices not angelic, they're atrocious and scathing. No one else hears whispering every now and then: Did you hear that? Going mad a big fear; her visceral crazy dreams are becoming unclear. Entertains, never complains of painful futile pursuit. Panic stricken, blames other. Less what’s prescribed—dizzy, a soundproof booth she describes and it, a bother. Outerspace, underground, heavens above, always hate! Where is love? Reality vanishes, she comes undone—swears she hears something, someone. Denials rest her mind; amassing piles of illusions and lies combined. Experiments; government, bad karma! Conscience, angel or demon? Too much. Mental illness? She is functioning and keeps it together. She’s in touch. O God, a curse, be strong, in this damned world others suffering's much worse. Nevertheless tries her best, she sleeps with one eye open, frightened. —a healthy mind, a soul quest.