An Unfair Farewell

Do you think of me at lease once in a while If you do please make it clear, make me see you want me near Push me just a bit too far, I feel my feet dragging in the tar End my life watch me lose air, without you around nobody's there Pull me close if I was wrong, to tell you I wrong to write a song Laying in the earth so cold, must you wait till we get old To recognize what we had was right behind you, trailing right behind your feet To my very words you pretend to hear me speak, and yet in the end of it You clearly never gave a damn to see what you truly were for me And now as you push be back, each me take my breath away If only you told me you wished for me to stay I can see the pretty light, wave goodbye as it takes me from the night You could clearly hear me shout fairwell, but ignore me again due to your selfish spell When I die I get a cloud, and I hope one day you lose your ice cold shroud