An Incomplete Masterpiece

My brother said in the car with my oblivious father…
That all gay’s and bisexual’s should go to jail
I’m so lucky I had got this far, offended like no other…
Without losing self-control and earning a fail

Knocked up by anxiety, an opposite of a broken cup
Brought all the way down
That’s what’s up – I’m a miserable pup
In my desolate town
But, I won’t stop and give up
I can’t move on right now
I’m like an independent cop 
Strong enough somehow

Da Da Da Da Da…
Mmm mmm mmm 

I’m an incomplete masterpiece, I’m an angry beast
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
I need His peace to set me free…for them to leave me be
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
Just please…understand me at the very, minute least
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
I want His forgiveness to a certain degree – that’s my plea

That brought me way, way down
The gravity of helplessness
I explained myself with a frown
Couldn’t help but feel loneliness
Hopelessness…
More or less
I’m still making progress

Knocked up by depression, an opposite of a broken cup
Brought all the way down
That’s what’s up – I’m a miserable pup
In my desolate town
But, I won’t stop and give up
I can’t move on right now
I’m like an independent cop 
Strong enough somehow

Da Da Da Da Da…
Mmm mmm mmm

I’m an incomplete masterpiece, I’m an angry beast
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
I need His peace to set me free…for them to leave me be
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
Just please…understand me at the very, minute least
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
I want His forgiveness to a certain degree – that’s my plea

 Mhm, I just can’t 
Move forward or go back 
Right this instant… 
I feel insignificant and lack 
Mere motivation…
A lovely sensation…
I want You now…
To save me somehow-how-how
To love me somehow-how-how

Knocked up by insecurity, an opposite of a broken cup
Brought all the way down
That’s what’s up – I’m a miserable pup
In my desolate town
But, I won’t stop and give up
I can’t move on right now
I’m like an independent cop 
Strong enough somehow

Da Da Da Da Da…
Mmm mmm mmm

I’m an incomplete masterpiece, I’m an angry beast
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
I need His peace to set me free…for them to leave me be
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
Just please…understand me at the very, minute least
Ah Ah … oh oh… Ah Ah… oh oh…
I want His forgiveness to a certain degree – that’s my plea

I’m sick of this mistreatment
I’m sick of this vile vulnerable state
I’m sick of this resentment
That makes my young heart hesitate 
Believe in me…
Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba…
Relieve the pain…
Ra-ra-ra-ra-ra-ra…
I’m not the sparkling sea…
I-I-I-I-I-I…
Send Your healing rain…
Sa-sa-sa-sa-sa-sa…
O qiN tira…
O qiN tira…
Means “I love You”…
Not knocked up by 
The thought of You too…
I can’t deny, that’s no lie…
Also, sick with dem luv floo
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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