An Empty Shell Called Me

Once so happy and carefree
Filled with wonder and curiosity
looking for answers to life's mysteries
Love once filled the void in me.

As a mother there was a lot of fun
soaking my kids with the hose or a water gun
Losing track of time while playing in the sun.
Then eating ice cream while watching television

Then somehow along the way
My joy was gone like yesterday.
I tried to grasp it to make it stay
I tried so hard to smile everyday

The hope of feeling whole again
feels like it will never happen.
The hole is growing as it deepens
I try to find things to fill it in.

Now no matter my efforts I still cant see
solutions or answers to again be happy.
I seem to be drained emotionally
leaving an empty shell called me
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Kiser Avatar
August 14, 2018 at 11:46 PM
Oh gosh, I loved water guns in the summertime, as a kid. You bring back memories of many kinds with this piece; both good and bad; thanks.
Hollywood-Cutts Avatar
August 16, 2018 at 8:46 AM
thanks for reading my poem and such a kind comment on it, I have fond memories of both my own childhood and raising my own kids. however there are some bad ones as well. I wish there were more good than bad but that is the way life goes.
Horsman Avatar
July 18, 2018 at 3:40 PM
Amazing poem, Bonnie, can relate, does remind me of growing older,
Hollywood-Cutts Avatar
July 20, 2018 at 7:48 PM
Hi thanks you for reading my poem I'm happy you like it
Logan Avatar
July 17, 2018 at 8:09 PM
I feel your pain. Being an empty shell is a hard way to live.
Hollywood-Cutts Avatar
July 18, 2018 at 10:34 AM
hi Thanks for reading my poem. So many things in life can leave an empty feeling inside. i wrote this for a contest as this is how part of me feels now that my kids are gone.
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