Amnesia

I open again my window Looking for a person I know To steal a glance and say hello Whom I have met few thousand days ago I did it half of the day Because to my surprise, I almost forget Yesterday, I don’t remember where are you? Who are you? What you do? What do I want? What am I doing? Who am I to you? And why am I here, Looking at you… But today I was so anxious, Searching your name and remembering everything To your world I tried to encroached On my way up to yours, I was unfortunate to lost my path Failed to trace the prints of you on the ground Tonight I scribble letters to find you Armed with hope and betrayal Without thinking I write With my restless soul and empty mind I am reaching you Today I almost forget The day that is especial to you I no longer wait for this as an excuse To re state my name and shake your hands Because today I remember to remind myself That I no longer have the mementos of you Washed out with new memories Of someone you have met Yesterday was you My unforgotten past A history that reminds me, Reminds me that I was with you Today is still yours but no longer my name The sound of your heartbeat Doesn't echo with mine Those I remember and never forget For I vividly seen them even in my dreams But it is you who can’t be freed from the stillness that you are trapped in Hoping to forget what had happened And how it had ended But how can you stay away from the memoir that you are hiding If what is left with you is half of the whole Because the other half that you tried to leave Is always tracing its way back into you