Am I good enough?

Am I good enough for love and happiness? I love fiercely and honestly, with understanding and compassion. I have been broken too many times to count or remember. I always question and second guess everything, I can’t help that. I’ve been lied too so much, I hardly trust myself with the feeling of love showed to me I can’t really tell or or trust my heart that it’s real. I am broken and shattered. Trying to build myself back up. But I’m lost and unsure of what to do. I am feeling like I’m falling in love, but am I just loosing myself even more? All I’ve ever wanted is to be loved truly and unconditionally, like I have loved everyone else around me. Am I worth even loving? Am I someone’s everything? Or is that just a false sense of hope? Do I mean anything to anyone? Am I the reason someone wakes up and is happy? Or is this all in my head, the illusion of being wanted and loved. Mentally I’ve been broken down to the point I can hardly even recognize myself, let alone trust the feelings I am feeling. The one question that echos in my head daily and even minute by minute is this…. AM I GOOD ENOUGH