Alone At the Holocaust Museum

ALONE AT THE HOLOCAUST MUSEUM

rose early in the morning,
indulged in a lovely quiche lorraine,
ventured out

                        alone.

silence has a sound of its own.

yes, there was the film, my first exposure -

Kristallnacht – the night of broken glass

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the sterile space…

alone, i enter the “gas chamber” -
no one’s there, no screaming naked bodies.
the only fear is in my mind – i
must get out, feeling claustrophobic.

exiting and to my right, a setup -
a dummy behind a machine gun
my pulse quickens, throat is dry.

then to my left: hair cuttings, glasses, teeth, clothing -

my eyes hurt as i read – many children were thrown
                                                  into the ovens A L I V E.

the horror constricts my brain. horrible to imagine
one crazed serial murderer and this was an entire country.

cruelty has sharp claws, hidden behind breath and flesh
gifted by God.  monsters have lovely hair, straight teeth,
families preparing dinner, friends cheering with

CLINKING CRYSTAL.

going home, they smile, swing loved ones around,
kiss their merry cheeks,

and they R E E K with death.

10/14/2016
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Soni Avatar
September 5, 2026 at 12:25 AM
This was honestly quite difficult to read, but in a way that I think the poem intends. The way you describe visiting the museum alone makes the whole experience feel very personal, especially with the repeated emphasis on being “alone.” I really liked how the poem moves from the exhibits to the realization that the people capable of such cruelty could also look completely ordinary on the outside.
Rodrigues Avatar
September 6, 2026 at 6:38 AM
So true and we all must be careful to look at ourselves honestly, and to truly love those around us. I just listened to an add for a Bible study where they said though we can forgive the facts, there is still the impact and that of course, is not a one time thing. Thanks for reading!❤️‍🩹
Soni Avatar
September 5, 2026 at 12:24 AM
George Avatar
August 10, 2026 at 9:38 AM
The concentration camps of Hitler's brutal reign witnessed mass killing of innocent jews. Auschwits has many tragic tales to relate. Its walls reek of the smell of blood. You are right Kim... 'Cruelty has sharp claws'. A blood curdling account.
Rodrigues Avatar
August 10, 2026 at 10:55 AM
Those of us who are sane, wonder how anyone…anyone could be treated that way. Lingers the words of Jesus…to even love our enemies… hugs
Dietrich Avatar
August 9, 2026 at 12:47 AM
Can't believe I never saw this before. It truly is one of your best, Kim. The weirdest thing. last night I saw this documentary and the guy came down hard on Jews. He was saying there was never a Holocaust and had some history book from 1945 that didn't mention it. I was shocked because I have seen the old photographs of the emaciated bodies and all the shoes in the museums and stories like Ann Frank and people with numbers tattooed on then. Incredible for someone to deny it never happened!
Rodrigues Avatar
August 10, 2026 at 10:50 AM
And on Oct 7th they likewise tried to deny the facts, which doesn’t fair well when you are trying to convince others of your own. Thank you, sweet Andrea. Hugs.
Maverick Avatar
August 8, 2026 at 1:07 PM
What hate full places and to think the British invented the principle? I'll let that Word stand.' As a symbol of iniquity ag least..So let me expand here ( on these macarbe museums.' Terrible thag people have to pay to go.' Have you ever thought on that.? And there are guft shops there.' Selling books.' I guess there are people who go and sticken with sadness pay some money into making sure it will not happen again..And what happens to the funds.? Are they buying weapons of war? Maybe the deletes.? Garner funds from there.? And the wars keep coming.' Have a thought before you pay money there.' Just some advice.)
Rodrigues Avatar
August 10, 2026 at 10:53 AM
What principle did the British invent? Yes, we do set up museums etc.. to display history…yet, we do feel a conflict, even with the 911 museum. When I walked in, would you believe I smelled roses (like I thought, am I smelling death..indeed reminded me of a funeral parlor) Perhaps it was a spiritual experience…I don’t know. Hugs
Schiavina Avatar
August 5, 2026 at 12:46 PM
Absolutely brilliant. So well written it makes the hair stand and the heart tremble at the shocking contrast of what appears to be love to the secret calculating mind of a murder, like a poisoned drink in a sparkling crystal goblet.
Rodrigues Avatar
August 5, 2026 at 1:02 PM
Thank you so much! I appreciate you!
Crandall Avatar
July 28, 2026 at 4:03 PM
Wow, that sounds like an experience. I've read lots of books about the holocaust, but I've never been to a holocaust museum. It seems to teach in ways that words alone cannot.
Rodrigues Avatar
July 29, 2026 at 11:24 AM
It does…you feel you’re on the fringe. I also have a Oculus at home (Virtual Reality) Anne Frank House came free with it…spooky…you can walk through it with narratives. Never forget.
DiMino Avatar
July 28, 2026 at 9:57 AM
Why I often prefer cats and dogs for company. More easy to predict the behavior of wild animals over our human counterparts. Animals, for most part, are behaving instinctively...where man can be downright Evil possessed.
Rodrigues Avatar
July 28, 2026 at 1:59 PM
Sadly so, but alas, it is good to find souls to spend time with. The evil in the holocaust…how can people, made in God’s image, do the unthinkable.
Kendrick Avatar
July 27, 2026 at 4:47 AM
From things I have read, like biographies or autobiographies from people who lived through it, to start off with people on the outside did not know then the word began to get out about what was happening. So many people worked to save those who got sent there or was going to get sent there, but it took a long time to conquer the enemy. Very effective writing. Sara K.
Rodrigues Avatar
July 27, 2026 at 4:49 PM
Thank you, dear Sara, for your apt commentary!
Onclaud Avatar
July 23, 2026 at 7:39 PM
the terror, the throbing pulse of my heart-- this is an engrossing write, kim!
Rodrigues Avatar
July 24, 2026 at 5:41 AM
Glad you thought so. The experience was eye-opening. Hugs and thanks!
Jones Avatar
July 22, 2026 at 7:28 PM
As an empath I know you could feel the angst and the pain the ghosts of tragic events. This is an amazingly raw and important write! Thanks for sharing Kim.
Rodrigues Avatar
July 24, 2026 at 5:41 AM
I appreciate you, Karen! Thank you!
Gifford Avatar
July 22, 2026 at 6:39 AM
Hi Kim, you were so brave, thank you for sharing this. Your words gave me chills. An excellent write.
Rodrigues Avatar
July 22, 2026 at 7:19 AM
Thank you, Zyrool!
Hind Avatar
July 21, 2026 at 5:36 PM
So awful, beyond my mind to conceive it- makes me "claustrophobic" too
Rodrigues Avatar
July 21, 2026 at 7:04 PM
So many awful things! Hugs
Felsch Avatar
July 21, 2026 at 10:27 AM
I could feel the heavy in this poem, I could feel the need to run, and the tension so elgantly spotlighting the atrocities. May God be with you!
Rodrigues Avatar
July 21, 2026 at 10:59 AM
Thank you for reading and your comment. I appreciate you letting me know your thoughts. God bless you!
Vialpando Avatar
April 20, 2026 at 5:57 PM
Powerful and speaks to the history.
Rodrigues Avatar
April 20, 2026 at 10:51 PM
Thank you, Aaron.
Warren Avatar
May 7, 2025 at 2:54 PM
This is a powerful account Kim. Thank you.
Rodrigues Avatar
May 7, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Thank you, Keith!
Maverick Avatar
October 1, 2024 at 11:39 PM
Well Kim..No more I SAY!!))) No more...And yet I find these places I have never visited..And I Thought i should?? Have been cynically used to Garner billions, by descendants of the perpetrators of filthy crimes..To engineer the more mass death events like in 2020 2024 ..And so many wars..I googled to see if (by chance?)l A gift shop at ausschwitz was? part of me still thought there Might not.? Yet there is.! Small but its there! Follow the money..trail.? All sideshows are Not painted brightley!
Maverick Avatar
October 4, 2024 at 1:45 AM
Yes that was my position mentally..I am pleased I never Put myself through going there In light of this.'
Rodrigues Avatar
October 2, 2024 at 9:02 AM
You would think Auschwitz would sell nothing. Crazy.
Kaufman Avatar
June 30, 2024 at 1:34 AM
Hi Kim, My daughter and one of her high school friends went there with us when we lived in the DC area. Your poem brings back that haunting and overwhelming impactful visit. I remember having to go into the halls to take a break from it. This is a powerful penning here..
Rodrigues Avatar
June 30, 2024 at 5:37 AM
And can you imagine, I went there all alone. It deepened the impact. It was early in the morning so not many people were there. Thank you for reading and your comment.
Elless Avatar
June 27, 2024 at 12:46 PM
And I will never understand the pure murder and evil. I see a sight on you tube about those murdered in the hallocost children my God, even he will not forget. How could.any one. Keep rolling.
Rodrigues Avatar
June 27, 2024 at 1:45 PM
Thanks, R.J.! How can anyone commit these atrocities. Hurts my heart.
Crandall Avatar
April 25, 2024 at 6:26 PM
Kim, what a powerful poem about something terrible, unthinkable, but strangely, true.
Rodrigues Avatar
April 26, 2024 at 9:15 AM
Strangely true, indeed. A sound mind cannot conceive such evil! Blessings ~ Kim
Elliott Avatar
March 27, 2024 at 2:54 PM
P.S. just made it a FAVE too.
Rodrigues Avatar
March 27, 2024 at 5:30 PM
Thank you, Gina!
Elliott Avatar
March 27, 2024 at 2:51 PM
A mighty and powerful telling of the horrors of the Holocaust, and how the ugly antisemitism that led to it still tragically echoes. A monumentous poem worthy of much.Thank you, Kim, for penning this important poem. God's eternal blessings to you. ~
Rodrigues Avatar
March 27, 2024 at 5:29 PM
Thank you, Gina. Yes, it still tragically echoes. Happy Easter! God bless you!
Legros Kelley Avatar
November 26, 2023 at 4:45 PM
Kim, I just read this poem you wrote in 2016. I is so deeply gripping and well written of the atrocities and horrors the Jews faced in the holocaust, so hard to read. Unspeakable wickedness. I know there is a God, and I know many who came home from their job smiling and swinging children joyfully while still wreaking of death, still wreak of death! Hell is a long, long time to think about the wickedness of such murderous horrors inflicted on the Jews. God bless you Kim.
Rodrigues Avatar
November 26, 2023 at 7:53 PM
Thank you, Bj! I went to the museum by myself. It was eerie and poignant. Never forget and yet many do.
Gwaltney Bales Avatar
June 21, 2023 at 11:51 AM
Oh my! How awful/wonderful/moving/heart-wrenching/utterly sad! I am speechless. Ellen
Rodrigues Avatar
June 21, 2023 at 1:34 PM
Thank you, Ellen!
Morris Avatar
May 19, 2023 at 4:07 PM
This is a shattering poem that breaks apart any illusion people could have about the Holocaust. (Those who deny it.) I understand how you feel but could not do it. I think I would be sick. Thank you for sharing this poem. It is very important. Take care and stay safe. :-)
Rodrigues Avatar
May 19, 2023 at 6:18 PM
Thank you, Michelle!
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