Allow me to confess
Would you call me stupid?
Would you call me crazy?
All these thoughts I have at the back of my head
Deep down I thought I had found
Peace of mind,
Serenity and companionship
My ride or die,
Probably a relationship
It was just a sinking ship
I think I fell for you.
The long chats? Yes, they fooled me
I'd literally day dream about you
Thought you'd invest in us.
Wait, there was no us??.
So why did I fuss?
If my feelings for you were just a puff and pass?
Someone throw me under a bus.
Yes I did love you,
Yes I did care,
Yes I thought you were "mine''.
But it's fine,
No more rides
Time to let go of this disguise,
I tried to hide
Our hearts I wanted to bind
But love is blind.
I think of you every single moment,
Your perfect lips?
Like an ornament...
Your hard fists?
Prepared to fight at tournaments
Made to pierce my heart
Right under it is that soft voice of a serpent.
Right now I wanna bury you alive,
But how will I survive?
You were my Jack,
I was meant to be the Jill
And not her.
We were meant to be the next Romeo and Juliet,
A tight ass strong duet.
My bottle of Moet
Give me a chance to confess.
I love you but I can't have you
I can touch you but I can't hold you
I can make you laugh but
I wanna be the owner of your smile
Copyright © Amanda Masango | Year Posted 2018