All That I

all that I until the day that myself die the brain is not free only dark and spiritless he is quite empty soldier worn who wished he were never born the accolades will never bring Boos and hisses,a torrential Indian's Summer spring These lips are silent thy eyes cannot cry would you even care if I fell plummeting from God's sky Men were mean when wearing such glasses this shell is not there to sit among the most elitist classes months do pass The eroding man who is dying upon this grass 36 years of taunting pleasure no one loved me beyond the innocence measure Tom & Alley Mom and Dad the only ones,i'd say who made sure that my living should not be so sad Twists and Turns my spirit only yearns to set myself free -ALL THAT IS I IS READY TO SAY GOODBYE-