Alice or the White Rabbit

Am l the White Rabbit or Alice ? am l the the pen or the paper? do l or did l, go there on purpose or by accident? Alice went into the Rabbit hole because she followed a Rabbit who knew where he was going so like Alice, i'm curious the Rabbit never was, he just knew he was late he knew where he was going, where he was suppose to be but i'm also the White Rabbit, l know where i'm suppose to be because l didn't fall down into the Rabbit hole l went there voluntarily l am the pen and the paper l needed to go...and it's called life.