Agony

Work it out I’ll show you the other side of me Silence shouts… Let’s leave this loneliness behind… I’m sorry for being so stubborn I feel the aches and burns What’s wrong with me? Am I on Cloud 7 again? Who cares if my heart is full of frivolous fear For, I can’t live without you here… I held you dear for almost a year And I can’t stop thinking about you And you know that you’re my everything I’m apologetic because I’ve let you down a few weeks ago I know that time flies like a treacherous, cunning crow Turn the cold shoulders Turn the other cheek I don’t care… Yeah, I don’t care And if I did care, I would have told ya But, I’m doing a fantabulous job Being alone in my room and all…I do sob So, what am I supposed to do, huh?! Don’tcha want to love me the way you did back then? I’m still stuck in a daydream, wonderin’ where you been… Engaging in encouraging sports Reduced me to naught, but these dirty, old shorts That remind me of my childhood When my neighbor friend and I were good in the hood Why can’t time just stop? When will I have my own personal time machine? I want to turn things around… I always end up here, without a sound I whisper in a prayer: Please, Lord, I’m sorry I’m in deep pain…please forgive me… Please…don’t reduce me to my white lies… Don’t glamorize me with goodbyes… Glory be to You, oh Lord of Hosts Grace be to Jesus Christ – I can’t help, but boast I’m in deep pain…due to your rain… Bipolar sure is a tough condition to fight Refrain from driving me insane… Sanity and maturity is building me up with its might I need His Spirit now and forevermore But, let me lie here and wait for the one I adore