Again

In the music, everything burns away And I’m left in a soundless vacuum filled with faceless people The emotions that were bubbling inside my soul Spilling out into a great dark intangible space Suddenly I realize For the millionth time That I am broken Helpless but not hopeless Disgusting but not repulsive Unloveable but not unloved That I don’t have it together That I never will Control was never in my hands It’s in yours Along with the whole world I hurt Because I am sinful I hurt And you know I hurt and you’ve felt my pain I hurt But you love me and there’s nothing I can do to change that Deep breath, give it all up, begin again. There is always time to start over.