Brittany Paxton Poet Lyric

Afterward Depression of a Breakup

My hearts been blended again
you say 'im sorry'
but i cant even begin
im not ready to forgive

haunted by your face
drawn by the memories
forced away by your hate

we dont communicate
you want nothing to do with me
when once you said i meant everything

i loved everything about you
there was nothing i would change
when i was with you you were all i thought of
you were everything i ever wanted

but now,

i cant think of you, without breaking down
i cant hate you, without loving you
at night i cry, wishing to be with you
i hurt inside, knowing you are with someone else

you said you wouldnt know what to do without me
but ive been gone for awhile
and on your face is planted a smile

you said alot of things
i believed almost everything
but now i dont trust anything

from your lips came so much
but it was just lust
now all you do is disgust

so much was said
planted in my head
i think of you as i lie in my bed

how could i have been so stupid
how did you fool me so easily
all you did was deceive

i could call you a liar
and youd call me one right back
but who knows the lies from the facts

i wanted to hold on but nothing was there
i wanted to love someone who was already gone

how can you be with somone when theyve already disappeared
how can you linger in the past knowing that youd never last
how could he be with her when once he said i was all he wanted

we are forever faded
although im still jaded

i feel as though i cant go on
i feel alone and brought down

im so insecure of myself
i hate everything about me
the only time i was happy was when i was with you

you gave me confidence
you showed me reasons to live
but now im given in
since you are gone now i have none

endless cries drive me mad
im running out of reasons to be sad

finally ive lost all will to live
ive lost all my confidence and strength

the noose has been made
the rope hung in my dismay
now where does my future lay?

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