Accumulating Anger: Sorry Isn'T Enough

I found out that God's mercy is bigger than our own I figured out that God's spirit makes us feel not alone But, I'm pretty regretful for the abominable sins that I've done Sometimes, I wish that all my sins and faults would be gone Really fatigued Not very intrigued The arguments we had Made me feel pretty bad Pondering...I remember the days when we got along I don’t want to remember the things we did wrong Wondering...when will we do each other right once more? I don’t want to be the one to mend your scars that make us sore Your accumulating anger hit me to the core But, there is inner hope and faith in store There are times when I want to be rid of the turmoil That gets us into a lot of trouble and run us into the soil We belong together ultimately and not seperated for life Peace will be with us forever as long as we vanish the strife That gives us dispute after dispute and it drives me crazy Accumulating anger between us turns out to be brawls of blasphemy What about you quit quilting quarrels? We are running wild like insane squirrels The arguments we had Made you feel quite bad… Quite amazing how you and I fit together like a perfectly imperfect puzzle Quiet down the chaos and commotion that makes us feel alone and awful Extraordinary emotions elevate us in every single shiny corner So, let us be overwhelmed with it and we’re no longer a forlorner You shout out that you’re done with me already I stay silent as a midnight owl in its tranquil tree You said get out of my sight and I fled from you, you see? But, I never said for you to be gone or it will give you misery You left me behind because of the constant anger that brews in our lives We can’t just sit still in silence and stare at each other until happiness arrives You got to simmer down your blithing animosity or things will go out of hand Your displeasure is beyond measure and I can feel it wholeheartedly - I slightly understand where you stand in all this...you feel like a lonesome horse in sinking sand, having no savior rescue you in your precarious land You and I’s accumulating anger is dangerous to the touch - I noticed right away the moment you said I hate you so much I recognized your resentment right away as well as your dread Instead, put your worries, anxieties and stresses to bed - go ahead! The treacherous tension built a gigantic wall of wretched woes Above and below us and it’s wrecking our lives of highs and lows Our affectionate passion and delight is an incognito mode that cannot be revealed What’s been broken has been mended for the most part and wounds are concealed Sorry isn't enough to fix the problems I've started Like a wildfire in the precious forest of fearfulness Sorry isn't enough to mend my scars - an island uncharted I need His forgiveness to set me free from sadness I know that sorry is an overstatement in some sense I know I am a fool who talks and talks non-stop in nonsense I know that I am unwise in Your eyes and seem so dense I am feeling tension beyond comprehension...I need Your deliverance I know I've done the same kind of sins multiple times times a multiple times They are as lunatic, childish and ridiculous as randomized rhymes And I'm seeking repentance, even though it seems like I take You for granite I'm sick and tired of giving in to temptation's hold and throwing a tantrum bit by bit I need Your deliverance, For being sorry isn't enough...I've had enough I need Your mercifulness Even when life gets rough... I want Your repentance, For being sorry isn't enough I need Your joyfulness Even when mere strife makes us feel less tough Sorry for being vulnerable to the fleshly lusts from within Sorry for being unbearably sinful in Your sight once again Sorry for the accumulating anger you and I have formulated overtime Sorry for the transgressions that blur out the truth every single time But, I found out that sorry isn't enough Without the spiritually heartfelt, ardent actions I figured out that God's mercy is tough With much fulfilling, everlasting satisfactions