Acads

"Never been this eager to earn Even a single layer of ahead expectations Murmurs between excellence and failures Impels me to be bordered with lots of agitation, Mind clouded of disparate thoughts Never wanted to casted me off People might see me as persistence as carabao, maybe the other way around. Dressed up with silence So no one would know I'm in abyss of predicaments Might see me smiling as if everything Is as fine as the weather But the the truth The real me is gradually getting wither Up till now bearing their enormous displeasing judgement. Kept telling them, "I'm like a battery Expect me to be drained that easily." Happy to explore more things Without hesitation developed me To be as good as I should to be My parents never put me in any pressure It's just me that wants everything to be Rest-assured in any situation Luckily, I experienced having good leisure. Left with no choice but let myself be immersed In a little hope of favorable assumption Hoping they wouldn't desert me When they saw me repeatedly stumbled In an outlandish area of discarded matters. Failures made me pour thousands of tears Heart multiple be set in tear Swollen eyes never dare to appear Here, and there, piled up of tasks to bear Snap out of reverie Must get up and be ready This is life and a part of my journey. Countless times, lend a hand But it makes me a little weary Little by little declining became my hobby. Engrossed by thought it would only set for Temporary. All of a sudden, Consumed me consistently. Time flies as swift as cockroaches Submission of pieces Bit by bit approaches There, you are trembling with nervousness. This isn't time for some playfulness. Left with no choices. Submit it or lose the chance of getting high grades. As they begin to close The gates of chances. Thyself culminates to fall into Hopelessness. Subject that became a big defilement, Disappointment follow in an alignment Sometimes its really hard to pursue some happiness. Knowing, It might only produced gloominess. Competition became excessive As the real qualities Stirred to be aggressive. One another, getting drowned Into depts of the ground. Where the high precious number Could be found."