A Tortured Spirit

A tortured spirit, earth bound wreaths in agony, trapped within human body, desperate for freedom. To be able to escape and hide from other's sight, to escape the whispers that cut like knives. Always chained, seeing nothing from balanced point of view. Reading friendly gestures as threats, wanting love and yet, unable to give back due to fear and lack of trust. Forever tied by the silken threads of bi-polar. Looking always with suspicion on friendly gestures searching them for hidden agenda or betrayals. Often over loving, smothering the participant only to suddenly withdraw and push them away. Talking to one's self often just privately ranting blaming all but one's self caught up in madness. Few things seem to relieve this sense of persecution and so this tortured soul fights on forever trapped.