A Tormented Soul

A tormented soul 

I’ve never felt worthy of love
I’ve always been a tormented soul
When you grow up without seeing 
A loving relationship by your parents 
You don’t learn how to love
The tension was always thick
You could cut it with a knife
Parents shouldn’t stay together 
Just for the sake of their kids
If you don’t love each other
It damages us 
We learn from you
When we do find love
We don’t understand it
We run from it
We hurt everyone around us
Remorse isn’t enough 
We become bitter
And lonely
Never understanding what went wrong 
To be forever tormented 
By what we don’t understand 
Do I blame my parents 
I guess I do
You thought you were doing the right thing 
Not letting your kids come from a broken home
But we are damaged
Nobody is really to blame
We just hope for love
For someone to teach us
What it is to love
But when we let ourselves be vulnerable 
We feel unworthy 
We become cold and distant 
Because that’s what we saw growing up
That is our normal
To forever be
A tormented soul
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Evans Avatar
November 18, 2018 at 10:11 AM
This poem speaks for me and I like that.
Man Avatar
July 5, 2018 at 5:04 AM
Hi Lorna.. I really enjoyed reading your creative work this morning. Your poem, my dog at my feet, and a hot cup a of Colombian coffee make for a perfect trifecta! Come see me today if you get a chance...
Safronick Avatar
July 5, 2018 at 8:58 AM
Thank you. I’m very new to writing. I’m finding it very therapeutic.
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