A Random Felo De Se

I'm in a relationship with myself
Walking alone on a ticking clock
Improvising only to disappoint
Existing to be invisible.

People who came and left
Took a piece of me
I am now a matrix of crumbs
Bet I'm about to constellate

I self quarrel on a gloomy day
Still battling an overdose
Of between depression and Mirtazapines
Both kills me anyway

I will be in a relationship with myself
Not because there is no one left to
But because I am jaded with the inevitable
Death now is but a random blur

Will this solitude give me the cure?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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