A Puzzled Paradigm

Ps. Please, keep this between "You & I & God!!!!":):):)~And, "Have A Very Blessed & Beautiful Day!!!!":):) Smile, See You ~

....I could go into details with You but I won't!!!? And I am sorry for coming to You this way!!!? But "God" wanted me too~or else I never would have!!!:):) Because I do not believe in chance or accidents!!!!:):) Smile, "God Has Blessed 'You' Richly With 'Your' Writings!!!!":):)~"Keep Shining 'His Glorious Light!!!!'":):)~"My Love Always To 'You & Yours,' John!!!":):) Bye L'nass ~

....Because I perceive "You" to be a blessed and true man of "God!!!":):) And whether You know it or not? For the most part, we are within the lions den....And I need to surround myself with "Children of Light," and not the seculars eyes and views....And I need Your prayers Brother~to remove this demon from my ankle!!!? For darkness has caused many; including myself; to become attracted~that I may be distracted....cont....

....The old timers here at soup know what I was about!!!? Yet, again, around New Years, I believe satan stepped in, through fleshes way~and yet this time, I did not post the I'm not looking for write!! And darkness has kept me from my purpose ever since~somewhat tied and bound?! So I had to step away from soup and be near God....and yet, darkness still lingers through unknowing vessels of others, and I am not yet fully strong!!? Smile, why am I telling "You" this again?....cont....

....Written in response to a lot of female attentions towards me at that time~for I had the will of God to do!!!?:):)~I took a year off in May 07' and came back in April 08'~And I carried on, with what I believed was Gods will again....but I removed all of those writes, and two hundred and fifty others of prior writes months ago....cont....

....When I first came to soup two and a half years ago~three months later, on the very third anniversary of my baptism, God out of nowhere planted a mission inside of my heart~and poured His Holy Spirit through me like water....a few months after that, I posted a write which included the verse, "I am not looking for a date, lover, girl friend or wife here at soup"....cont....

....And I hope You don't mind me, a stranger, sharing these things with You right now? That is why I went deeper into Your writes for this! Do You remember the story of Jacob wrestling with an Angel? Not letting go until the Angel blessed him! Well, since around this new years 2009~I too have been wrestling with an angel~except this angel, isn't from above; but from below!....cont....

Smile~"Hello My Blessed & Beautiful Friend L'nass!!!":):)~What an amazingly wonderful write of faith & truth here!!!:):)~"Thank You" for stopping by to say hello to me!!! Smile, I think about "You" a lot L'nass....Do You know why? Because of "Your Faith," that I love soo much!!!:):) I needed to step away from soup, for various reasons Brother!!!?....cont....