Pondering a Purpose

Secretly in my heart, I am weary pondering a purpose from above even though I know God's love this life at times has been teary has my life has been in vain adrift in this place, we call earth I have been this way since birth pondering what keeps me sane I count all the blessings in life to most strangers, I always smile hoping it might stay there awhile helping others with their strife so is this my purpose from God sending a little kindness and love I look up to that big guy above if this is his plan I feel flawed Edward J Ebbs - 10-02-2011