A Poet's Apology To Poetry

I apologize to my creativity, I abandon it a long time ago Gave up on my dreams, because Possible became impossible to me. No one was listing,so I stopped speaking so many trapped words So many trapped feelings... I apologize to my pride Never meant to take you through that ride, never meant to break you down when i Told you I would stand by your side Because it’s just me, myself ...and I promised to survive I apologize for the lie’s... not the one’s that I have told others but, for the ones I have told myself I'm apologizing for fearing my truth and my abilities, for rejecting my blessings,I apologize for just settling for allowing realness to became ruler over my imagination, allowing my morning to be filled with the same pain as my darkness I apologize to my creativity, And I apologize to my dignity… it will never happen again, please forgive me.