A Note To You

dear love you speak and write as if you were left, abandoned in a dark and lonely closet but i am there you know that i am my sad and masochistic form is always there for one small moment i wondered my fears took hold of me i wondered what i will do when i lose you to that damn school i am used to being alone in my own dark closet but you shattered that i was in shock i know my feelings and while i hate it i understand and accept the fact that i rely on you i need you to be with me i am utterly and hopelessly yours but you are leaving that fact hit me harder than that car that we all laugh about now(or that escalator) and shattered my confidence what will i do when you leave i can't expect my love to just leave and go with you and i can't expect you to stay in love with a person who you can't see but you aren't alone not while you are still here close enough for me to wrap my arms around you and hold you as though the world were ending i love you i am in love with you though therefore i assume that you love me to but i wonder this when you say that you are alone do you still love me?