A Million Pieces

I use to be afraid of the dark 
Till I lost my spark 
To make others shine 
Give them joy till I no longer had mine 
They shine so bright 
Till I am blind 
I grew tired of running 
Of chasing 
To be pushed away of what I am embracing 
To be alone 
To be dispossessed of 
Insecurities scream you're not good enough 
These knees grow weak 
As these journeys get longer 
And this heart  bleeds more 
As these invasions get stronger 
Manipulative demons 
With excuses  and reasons 
You can't mend me when I am a million  pieces 
And only god can see this 
A promise is just a promise till it is an action 
Painting on smiles because  a sad clown is no attraction 
Weighed down with uncertainty 
Confused  with the definition of stability  
As I juggle and balance 
To make critics smile is such a challenge 
when I fall time after time 
And nothing eases 
Just know you can not mend me when I am a million pieces
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Agustin Avatar
October 30, 2024 at 8:31 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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February 24, 2016 at 3:49 PM
Jessica Fatimah, Enjoyed the way you expressed every line. Please keep writing, hope to see a new one from you again. LOVE LINDA
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January 3, 2016 at 6:22 PM
Great write
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