A Haunting Nightmare

I am haunted by a feeling I will never get the healing I deserve and need so much Since I lost the loving touch Of my sweethearts gentle hands My heart doesn't understand How you were taken away Each night I'm afraid to lay My head down in peaceful slumber All my dreams are falling under Attacks of nightmarish scenes Pushing on me as they lean In my brain they are forcing Me to do a lot of tossing Waking up in thoughts so scary You will no longer be near me With sweet cuddles and kisses I wasn't prepared for this Tortured every ticking hour As my dark skies drop a shower Of painful raindrops from the sky Filling up my tear stained eyes With sadness because I know Life has given me a blow I have to face everytime I feel your dead hand in mine