A Fresh Page

Shhh,
         its ok
   scream if you need to
I’m doing this
  because I want to (need to),
do what you feel,
    its just a release.
We all have…
     things…
we have to run through,
if its not experienced
     we can’t learn,
like if I cut this
   you can’t voice yourself
and we can’t have that,
I need to hear
    every chortling howl of yours,
my ears cry for it,
  grabbing at every last tone.

I cut with my curved blade,
    lightly,
 just enough to pierce the skin
along the rib cage
and slide my steel under it
  feeling your muscles contract
as if trying to run from the dagger
that’s peeling away the epidermis.

Nice slow, long strokes,
  the piece need to be big,
I have a lot to write
   on this leathery
section of parchment
and its best 
when I can fit everything on one piece.

I leave the whimpering carcass behind,
if I don’t dry this right
    it’ll wrinkle,
devastating its smooth surface.
Puncturing holes in its edge
  I tie it to a drying frame,
       tight and secure
like my grip on your throat
when I found you cowering,
    hiding as if that would work.

Snatching up a smaller knife
  I delicately
carve my verses within,
    as it dries
they’ll open to reveal
    what pours from my mind,
spreading my whims and ambitions.
I use the salty tears 
     of my victims
to tan and preserve
   my epitaph for the world,
the irony is
   I’m making useless prattle
into something priceless.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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January 16, 2009 at 10:38 AM
Very Primative. Great writing.Love, Carol
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