A Different Fear

Remembering fear.
The sweat of retreat when one can never seem
to run far enough or fast enough.
Remembering the Christian children’s chants.
Devil worshiper, godless,
the taunting hell they saw for those
not blessed to be themselves.

The jeer of the crowd for those not part.
The mob mentality of the Christian heart.
The damn you if your not me to a girl of eight
defies any memory to obliterate.

Breathless behind 
a hollow core door gasping with tears
a heart pounding 
with the hate thrown the Jew bated.
Was this even an inkling of what Tanta felt
as the German’s knocked down the door.
The marks on her skin brought memories
of trains and camps and more.

And, here in America land of the free
in a place which prides itself on Christianity
remembering the fear at eight, at twelve 
and at eighteen every Christmas in between.
Don’t tell, don’t speak, don’t let them know
your different from them…………..
different hated, taunted, chased and if possible erased.

Remember the fear the mob, the gang, the chanting group
when you stand, and pray, when you say Amen.
Remember Christ was a Jew and what was done to him.
Pray that this is never done to another child again.

*Tanta means Aunt in Yiddish...the combination of German & Hebrew that most Jewish folk 
speak. Yes this is me and yes half my family is Jewish. BUT I am not considered Jewish by 
Jews. Judaism is a matrilineal religion.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Johnson Avatar
April 17, 2010 at 3:02 PM
I truly would expect the world to be more civilized by now. This is a very emotional piece and congratulations on your win. Love, Joyce
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April 13, 2010 at 3:45 PM
Congrats Debbie on your winning poem in Laura's contest.. excellent write and well deserved win for u to so enjoy as u walk/trot/run to the winners circle..luv.. Linda-Marie... good going Teach!
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April 13, 2010 at 2:12 PM
Hi Deborah~ I wanted to say I thought your poem was so well written and heart retching to read. I have a whole new respect for you and what you went through. But at any rate it was a excellent piece of poetry CONGRATULATIONS on your win in my contest. Kindly, Laura :)
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April 13, 2010 at 12:44 PM
Wow, Deborah....how did I miss this one?? What a powerful, moving, and poignant poem..it truly touched my heart with compassion for the girl you were then, struggling with unfairness, cruelty and prejudice in a world that should know better! Each line brings home to the reader, that true belief in God, whatever faith you hold, means understanding, love and acceptance, ... Excellent poetry, and writing that shakes the reader to the core!
Bono Avatar
March 7, 2010 at 4:24 PM
very nicely written.hope all is well with you.
Brown Avatar
March 6, 2010 at 1:04 PM
It was a pleasure to read your poetry today Deb. Thank you. Wishing you a weekend filled with love and inspiration. Love, Carol
Freeman Avatar
March 6, 2010 at 9:56 AM
True many atrocities done in the name of christianity. But Agape reaches beyond even that. Sincere, Agape, Moses Thanks for supporting my blog.
Trevino Avatar
March 6, 2010 at 7:12 AM
wow... stong write... creative and good
Strand Avatar
March 6, 2010 at 12:06 AM
Thank you for your welcome blog comments today Debbie.Rgds Brian
Nelson Avatar
March 5, 2010 at 5:27 PM
i like this poem, one side of the many things going on that took place in the past, tortured women, child labour, slaves, war.....we have obviously come along way. Praying is a way to knock on the door to christ, but when your actions coincide with what you prayed for, you know youve been touched
Dietrich Avatar
March 5, 2010 at 2:41 PM
Deb, this is very good. Is tanta a real person? Or a symbol for manyr that have felt hatred? I think that is the sign of the true Christian, when they accept everyone the way they are, that is what Christ did. and went beyond that and forgave all! Those who profes to love Christ but cannot respect others' beliefs are not truly Christian. BTW, , are U of Jewish background? Just curious. Luv, Andrea PS. That ring was a true story! It broke right about the time I realized what a jerk the guy was!
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