A Decade of Depression
heard the sound!!! She is Gone!!! Gone
Forever!!!
2001...who would have thought that...that
would be the last time i would ever see
you!!!
History Repeating Itself... 7 yrs later...I
heard the sound!!! She's Gone Max!!! Gone
Forever!!!
Two Mothers...One Soul...Entering
Heaven...Thats the Goal!!! Mission
Accomplished!!! I Know!!!
NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY I LOVE
YOU
NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO HUG YOU
NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY THANK
YOU
NEVER GOT THE LAST CHANCE TO SEE
YOU
SELFISH I KNOW!!! BUT WHO WOULD
BELIEVE YOU WOULD LEAVE SO QUICKLY
Treated life for granted so now im taking
the punishment!!!
Never ? God so why yall left me!!! too
much pain and suffering i understand
completely...
From Diabetes to low breathing...and
stressful dayz to emotional
rollercoasting!!!
Sibilings Fighting...drama uplifting...but
when yall passed away...there was a
resolution!!!
For some strange reason I keep on
smiling at the sun even though there are
clouds
feeling the warmth of the love from yall
but there is a blizzard inside!!!
Inside my BODY!!! SOUL IS COLD...I WAS
A BAD SON
CURSING...STEALING...GANGBANGING!!!D
ISREPESCTUL...
YET YALL STILL ADOPTED ME...WHEN I
DIDNT HAVE A FAMILY!!! DIDNT DESERVE
IT BUT I CHERISH IT
SO WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I HAD A
DECADE OF DEPRESSION
I used to run from my mistakes.... Tried to
hide my short-comings.
But it's hard to pull the puppet strings
when you're the wooden dummy...Well...
let me tell you what I am today!!!
See Im a confused delirious man who
thinks of 2nd opinions:
doctors who doesn’t give a damn about
me
Father who left me and ran away
No Brothers but 1 sister who said who
cares!!!
Lost 2 Mothers!!!
Never Had a Legit Family!!!
Turned my heart to stone. Petrified Pretty
Much... Til this day Im Still Running
Waiting for the person who can TAKE
THEIR PLACE...HELP ME PLEASE!!!
Give me A purpose. Give me A meaning.
Help me speak without A stutter...
Help me learn the lesson so im never left
with... WHY I TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY
MOTHERS...
Out of Sight...Out of Mine... 2010 begins a
whole new decade!!! No More Depression
If times get hard and I dont know who to
call on or talk to...
I can always reach my mothers in heaven
and talk to My Father(God) through my
heart
R.I.P Roberta Costello
R.I.P Suzanne Gaudet
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