A Cross To Bear

"For those who bear stoically the cross put on their shoulders by others, the cross turns into a crown" - by the Poet

she still smiled,
even when she knew,
life looped over her, 
like a hangman’s noose.
she knew she should bear the cross
uncomplaining, without divulging to any

in the rising cadence of a dirge,
imagined it was a melody she heard,

in her laughter was the echo,
of smothered sighs, shot involuntary,
from the corked up bottle of her heart.	
in a hilarious company, she languished
like a cockle in the shell.
seemed so calm
when a sizzling inferno burnt within!
was chocked under the weight of the cross
as it hurt deep into her shoulders   
tears, long held back
froze and hardened within her eye pits.
now she is a total stranger to herself!

on the beach,
as the sunset hurled ecstasy
across the skies,
she only saw the virulent waves
lashing on the shore
and their tug, inviting.

neither cursed nor moaned
over her soiled identity;
but wondered why only discordant tunes
now came out from her flute
on which, once her rehearsed lips
created such harmonious melody!

under her calm demeanor,
was veiled craftily
the anguish of a life time.

yet in pitch darkness,
counting the luminous stars, she lay-
a seed in wait
under furrowed lands
for the first summer shower!

(An AIDS victim who got it from her husband)

Placed First 
A Brian Strand Verse Libre Poetry Contest

Placed First in the poetry contest 
Nov. 30, 2021
This or That, Vol. 8 Poetry Contest
Sponsor – Edward Ibeh
Title- A Cross to Bear
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Goff Avatar
March 7, 2022 at 6:50 AM
Yes! Very beautiful poetry my friend, quite sad...
Pandit Avatar
December 6, 2021 at 5:18 AM
BIG congrats my friend for your TOP win. Glad to see you receiving recognition for your poetic acumen and talented vocabulary.
Ibeh Avatar
December 5, 2021 at 7:05 AM
Congratulations on your top win in my contest with this superb, poignant piece, Valsa:-) Powerful!
George Avatar
December 5, 2021 at 6:10 PM
What a glad news ! Never expected that this would get a win. Being a newbie here, I am not so familiar with contests. But I send poems for most of the contests for the fun of it ! Thanks a lot Edward for selecting this poem. More than that so glad it appealed to you !
Krutsinger Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 8:46 PM
So sad "under her calm demeanor, was veiled craftily the anguish of a life time." - the innocent are often betrayed; sadly.
George Avatar
December 5, 2021 at 11:49 PM
So true...the innocents are often betrayed and life metes out the hardest blow to them. Thanks a lot Caren !
Pandit Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 4:51 AM
I hear her pain and anguish in this poignant, metaphoric write. You gave her voice, Valsa. Your poem speaks for many such victims. Very eloquent, as always, my friend.
George Avatar
December 6, 2021 at 12:00 AM
Yes, there are a lot of such women in silent agony. The cause of their suffering may not be an ailment always, but afflictions they cannot share with anyone. Thank you for your empathetic response.
Buhagiar Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 1:15 AM
A cheating husband. We have lots of them. So she smile but inside is turmoil and pain. Great emotions. Hugs
George Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 1:43 AM
This story, I happened to hear a couple of years back. Ever since I have been thinking of this unfortunate woman who had to put on a facade of happiness on her face. Thank you Victor for your empathetic response.
Buehler Avatar
November 30, 2021 at 9:57 PM
Sometimes facing the world with a smile requires such courage. Your beautifully written poem is quite heartrending. Blessings, Evelyn
George Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 1:39 AM
Definitely it requires great courage and greater resilience to face such a situation ! Thank you so much Evelyn for your kind feed back !
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