A Beautiful Angel From My Nightmare

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My mind is imperfect
I’m trapped in between these walls
As they caving in I’m reminded of a beautiful angel 
An angel that has been beating and thrown to the wall 
I never showed emotion until this beautiful angel came along 
Looking for reason to save this angel 
Knowing I deserve less then this beautiful angel 
I caught myself in familiar cases 
Only the difference being the angel was my demon
An love was the love that never would die 
Taking all even the breath out my lungs 
Tore me apart when that demon left
Breaking the walls that protect my heart 
As I built the wall once more to protect my heart once again
Holding onto the pain from past heartache 
But now brick by brick this angel takes down the wall protecting my stitched heart 
Looking in the eyes of a beautiful angel 
Makes me feel like no one could break me again 
Beautiful angel tell me
How can you love someone but be broken at the same time?
The beautiful angel from my nightmare just laughed not replying to my question I asked 
This beautiful angel had this broken smile making me wonder if love broke this angel too
Holding back from being loved and questioned 

My mind is imperfect but beautiful 
For I am trapped between these walls
As they cave in I’m reminded of an beautiful angel 
An angel beat and thrown against walls 
From stopping love from entering this stitched up heart
Remaining between the caving walls 
I ponder of everything great
Not knowing weather to stay and save this beautiful angel 
As a broken smile rests upon the lips of an angel 
To break 
To build
To blind eyes from love
Not to forget the types of things you’d do 
For this angel 
From a nightmare
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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