A-Afraid

I'm so tired, yet inspired I'm so sweet, yet bitter I'm so tangy, yet bland It's as if no one here understands I'm so ugly, yet handsome I'm so sweaty, yet clean some I'm so tired and afraid of what I've become - a monster so grum and numb and dumb...as noticeable as a sore thumb and drunk off of rage's rum I'm so groggy, yet awake It's as if my young heart is about to break I'm so weird, yet normal I'm so small, yet tall I'm so losing it, yet so sane It's as if no one cares that I go insane