Never Know

He can never know I love him He can never know I be missing him but I would rather see somebody else with him I'd rather let him go than to let him know cause I cant just cant be hurt agian I'd rather be alone than to tell him I love him No more heartbreaks in my life He dont need to know anything That way I can sleep good at night Yes I'll always try to hide it And Im always trying to fight it I find myself in denial Been feeling like this for a while And I dont even know why I Feel the way I do about this guy I try to convince him to be with somebody else So I can give myself another reason not to like him With this being said these crazy battles going on in my head Writing down my biggest fear cause I would rather somebody read it than for me to talk and people to hear I'm always battleing myself cause I dont want to love I dont want to be hurt agian thats why I hate that I love him Lord help me Somebody please take him I dont Want him to be alone He cant be for me I really dont want to leave this place cause I really like it here Lord help me get over this fear In Jesus name