Never Know
He can never know I love him
He can never know I be missing him
but I would rather see somebody else with him
I'd rather let him go
than to let him know
cause I cant
just cant be hurt agian
I'd rather be alone
than to tell him I love him
No more heartbreaks in my life
He dont need to know anything
That way I can sleep good at night
Yes I'll always try to hide it
And Im always trying to fight it
I find myself in denial
Been feeling like this for a while
And I dont even know why I
Feel the way I do about this guy
I try to convince him to be with somebody else
So I can give myself another reason not to like him
With this being said
these crazy battles going on in my head
Writing down my biggest fear
cause I would rather somebody read it
than for me to talk and people to hear
I'm always battleing myself
cause I dont want to love
I dont want to be hurt agian
thats why I hate that I love him
Lord help me
Somebody please take him
I dont Want him to be alone
He cant be for me
I really dont want to leave this place cause I really like it here
Lord help me get over this fear
In Jesus name
Copyright © Christy Edgley | Year Posted 2019
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