Mother
I miss you-- the way I miss
the comfort of my own mother's
embrace. So soothing. So divinely
human.
Once, I pressed my cheek against
her bosom. I remember, the relief
of being, momentarily,
saved.
And even as I write this--
and even as I tell you--
I slouch toward
the familiar & I can feel the
warmth of her skin, damp &
pulsating, beneath her
peasant blouse-- the color
of lilacs. The fabric--
rough against my wet cheek--
her amble breast, a pillow
for my weary head.
And even as I describe this,
and even as I tell you,
I can smell layers of home: Ivory
detergent, hot grease & Chanel.
Oh! how it has left me wanting.
And I can recall the healing of her
embrace-- the weight of her chin
pressing down atop my head,
my pursed lips sealed to that
foreign place that once would not
welcome my tender infant mouth--
but now ached, filled with
remorse for all she refused me, then.
Because she knew too well, now,
that the world was much more
than she had prepared me for.
Too much for women like she and
I to endure. She felt sorry.
I can tell you that no
where else have I
felt as safe, outside my
own mother's embrace,
than in your arms.
And I ask: Did she send you?
Copyright © Evelyn Augusto | Year Posted 2018
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