B.R.E.A.K.(Bad Relationship Enters a Koma) Part 1

I gotta be honest I didn't think we'd go good together From disliking each other to standing in sub-zero weather Little did I know I was forever in the prescence of my future wifey I messed up multiple times, I bet you wanted to fight I cheated on you because of your past and that wasn't right Sublimenal corrections are in order You promised to have my daughter Or yet my son Thousands of hours passed since our love begun Now karma has the audacity to step to my front door I felt what you felt and I beg you boo no more I'm not gonna pretend that I'm irreplacable The love that we have for each other is impeccable The house I built for you in my heart is unwreckable You and I bouncing back from this BREAK is inevitable The BREAK... A Bad Relationship Enters A Koma Encased in doubt we are, I can't smell the aroma Of your lip gloss when we lock lips Of your breath when I pull your panties below your hips But back to the BREAK, I feel like it is my blunder If you hear my heart cry for you, it'll sound like a roar of thunder The only thing I am trying to prove is I can't let you move That is...on without me Don't ever doubt me Face your fears I'm here to wipe your tears I've always been in your shadow Getting you back will be like winning the lotto I don't have a car or a job, to take you on dates But I bet a bus and a SS check will get us our dates This ain't materialistic Let's be realistic I'm the only man alive you should be with If not then take your pick Me or Him Other girls? Forget them Deprived of attention is how I left you Ignoring what we had was in fact special Scared I was of being did bogus I cheated on you what a hocus pocus Love her I did, in love WITH her I wasn't Laying in my bed thinking about it was not pleasant Then it came out and I felt like a baby with a bottle Then you forgave me so I pushed it to full throttle Things went smooth for a while...