3 Some Chris Joe and Alcohol
I'm drinking and my life is a mess
But I can't stand anything less
The more I drink the better I feel
Or is it possible there is nothing to feel?
I love a girl who is better then life
But all I do is give her grievance and strife
I'm begging you Lord please, PLEASE, PLEASE
Don't let me go through any more DT's
I don't think I can keep a job
What do I do? Steal, lie and rob?
Open your eyes Joe life isn't free
My eyes are wide open but still I can't see
The way things are going I don't want anymore
I'm tired of being crazy sick and sore
Do I drink or do I stay sober?
I just don't want to start over
I can't stop for to stop is death
Couldn't wait for that very last breath
I have a woman who is worth living for
Just hope she doesn't help me find the door
I have been drugging and drinking for so long
So I put a few words into a song
I am ashamed of the life that I live
I really try for something to give
These words don't express what I feel
Just a glimpse of the things I know are real
I want to change but can't stand the pain
When I don't drink I feel I am going insane
Please understand the things that I do
It has nothing to do with my feelings for you
I love you so much I would take my life
But one day I would be proud to have you as my wife.
Copyright © Joseph Kamenszki | Year Posted 2007
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