36

36 years OLD. Never done what I was TOLD. I never learned what I was supposed to KNOW. I'm a seed looked over, so I don't GROW! 36 years old. I try to be who I want, but never CAN! They keep saying you can't get all your needs met from your MAN! 36 years lived. Growing closer to DEMISE. I am even more jaded than I was at 35. I can't give another 36... not to THIS. It must get better because this life I wouldn't MISS I know I have been ignorant, but to know all this sadness makes me feel STRANGE. I'm trying very hard, but I need to be given time to CHANGE. I've made many wrong choices, and I have no true FRIENDS I might be happier if my past and I could make AMENDS. I'll keep pushing on with intentions that are PURE. If I'm lucky maybe I will find love's CURE.