2000 Miles Away

My heart is far away from me, i wonder if hes dreaming of me. i know im in his thoughts. All 
the "i love yous" and "i miss you babes" tell me he cares. I gave him my6 body and soul, 
then why is my mind playing lies of deception. Insecure was never my basis. He betrayed 
me once and i took him back. Trust and honesty holds deep yet the memories resound 
vividly. Who are we? couples, lovers, future husband and wife? The questions never stop 
coming. Is this how it is when your in love, or am i in love. For so many years , i pondered, 
could i ever love? I say it so easily like its meant to come out but so fast i move on. I dont 
think my heart has ever been broken. There never was a wall to rebuild. I feel no sadness, 
is it my strength and feminism? Or can i just not feel those big emotions.? With him, theres 
that spark though, the happiness when we talk, that eminent smile, it cant fade. The sensual 
joy in his arms. Is it pure lust and satisfaction, are we just nymphos for eachother? Is it 
love? the song replays like a scratched record. He is mine and i am his, we are to last 
forever and always, so it must be love!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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January 21, 2010 at 9:47 AM
Thank you for sharing your fasinating poetry today Idania. I wish you the best in your writing endeavors always. May we all be able to read your poetry here at PoetrySoup for years to come. Love, Carol
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