2-28-19

I search daily for an escape, For even my mind you raped, The shattered remains of what was me Dying daily for she can't break free. I feel it coming on strong, Anything to cope with this wrong, Urgency snipping at my heal, Just a moment I don't want to feel. The numbness slowly creeped in, And for a moment im free of our sin, I pretend we have no yesterday, Ignoring all I long for you to say. A second of peace, I'll pay anything for this release, Even whats left of my soul, Anything to escape your hold