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I’m so tired of feeling anything Part of me just wants to disappear I play sad songs so I can sing I live alone smothered by fear I wish my heart wasn’t so fragile That I found trust easy to hold A few feet but i’ve traveled a mile I wish I could be callous and cold I want everlasting peace But my head I can’t silence Nothing comes to cease Give em while you can; my violets I am everything I showed you So take me or leave me No matter what you do I’ll wish you’d never leave me I fall so easily My anxiety increases I can’t live peacefully Broken down in pieces I am what I showed you A heart used so often By everyone I grow close to I’m left vulnerable and softened Why doesn’t it hurt you like It hurts me When we’re apart Maybe you even feel free Now you have my heart.