The Gift
It was a very cold, wet and windy night, Winter was in and Summer had just left. The days were short and the nights were long in her tiredness she reach for a pen and began to scroll words of great sorrow. By now Patrice was quite familiar with the signs and symptoms of pain she knew far to well the games it played. Pain had a way of stealing your witts and consuming your joy. After Stephans departure and her new found relationship with ' Christ', she had vowed never to return to the land of eternal sadness. Her life had taking a turn for the best and as much as her days were at times filled with daily trials and tribulations through her friendship with her Saviour she is now able to face her enemies and trials with confidence, hope, joy, forgiveness and faith. As her 'Saviour had promise her ,' Tears will be wiped away and replaced for the joy of the Lord'.
Lamentations 3:58
' O LORD, you have pleaded the causes of my soul; you have redeemed my life'.
Tormented Soul
You know what you have done
Our story has been told
Your abusive ways and devious crimes are written online.
Years has passed
Time has healed
Words were inspired and the most high has shield.
Children have grown
Bruises have scared
But the memories will remain.
Your adulterous ways
Bigamist crime are not ours to forgive
Tormented soul, I cannot judge.
I shall refrain
These crimes of yours are not mines to forgive
Time has pass
The hurt is gone
The pain has subsided.
Tormented soul your words are untrue and unkind
You need to recollect, it’s time to accept
Your lustful ways
Deceitful crimes have brought us all nothing but shame.
Tormented soul you need to repent
These words of yours shows you are in pain
Your perverted ways are written on the wall of fame.
Tormented soul you need to refrain
Years have healed
Time has pass
Wicked deeds never do last
The children and I are now free from the pass.
The Spirit of Lust
Do you know her
I need to shame her
Hungry eyes
Lustful soul
Swift to mischief
Slow to think
Wanting heart
Devilish ways
Mother nature can you name her
The world needs to blame her
It’s time we restrain her
Why can’t we just jail her
She is a player
Everyone wants to date her
I think I will tax her
I wish, I could change her
Father should I pray for her.
Lies
Lies are like little excuses
We use once in awhile
To pardon our errors
Or get ourselves out of trouble.
Lies are like a life saver
It buys you sometime
It relieves pressure lessens the pain
Gives you the opportunity to re-invent another.
Lies if we are not careful
Can become an addiction
You may choose to ignore it
but lies is another form of personal entrapment.
Daddy’s little girls
Every little girl needs her daddy to love her with gentlemanly charm.
To hold her tightly when she is afraid
And keep her safe from harm.
Daddy have you ever wondered whose holding us now.
From pigtails and bubble-gum,
To lipstick and high heels;
Daddy who’s going to be there to hold our hand
To help us mend our broken heart,
Teach us that true love is real.
Daddy you never stop to wonder the day
you walked out on mom was the day you abandon us too.
Now as we grow older who’s going to teach us to dance in the living room,
Who’s going to see us twirl.
Who’s going to bid us goodnight
And tell us everything is going to be all right.
Daddy your actions were selfish your desires divide our home
Now daddy you no longer belong to us alone.
You forgot along the way that there is no love that equals that of daddy's Little Girls.
Daddy you once said you prayed
But along the way I think you forgot to ask God to guard your heart
And protect your family from your selfish wayward ways.
The day you married mom
The day you created us
You forgot you made a promise
To stand with us for better for worse
You promise to love us and watch us grow
Dad you failed us
You replaced us for ashes and clay
We were meant to be daddy's little girls.
The Unknown Child
The pass, the unknown
The child in the dark
Secrets of your pass.
Out of sight,Out of mind
Father how could you be so blind
Not one, not two but a few.
Lust, drugs and greed
Father how could you agree
You were the one with the golden key.
Rage and Deceit
Scroll under my feet
Father these are the sins of your past.
Friendship broken,Love denied
Lies and pain on my brain
Every where you go you leave a stain.
Abandon, deserted all alone
A nameless child who has no home
Betrayed, un-appreciated, left to fend on my own.
Father you are the reason
My siblings and I are caught in a sinful Love triangle
Young and innocent, determine to survive
Questions to be answered
Father keep watchful eye.
I saw an angel
In my sorrow in my pain
I meet an angel that uttered my name
He saw my shame
But gave no blame.
He held my hand and began to proclaim
This life you live isn't a game
I bowed my head made a sigh
Held my breath began to cry.
It was clear that this angel was here to stay
His words were kind
His voice was near
I bent my knees and fell in fear.
These words I heard
Gave my heart a scare
Out of the house of David
I came to wipe your tear.
Hopeful
To be hopeful is to believe
To stand firm
To know there is better
To have faith that change will come
To know that nothing last forever
Pain is only for but awhile
Everything has a season
There is a season to fall
A season to rise.
A season to start
A season to finish
A season to cry
A season to laugh.
Believe me when I say
Everything has a reason
The most important thing
Is what you do while you are waiting.
Take time for self
Believe, that it's your season
To grow, to explore, to build, to restore
This is your season.
Believe there is a reason
The sun maybe dull
The rays maybe hot
But I can reassure
You are not forgotten
Remember everything is for a while.
Forgiveness
An eleven-letter word that confuses me
People say forgiveness bring peace
There say, it heals.
Open new doorways
Start new chapters
Yet I am here to debate.
Forgiveness let’s see
I forgave a woman once for stealing my husband
The very next day she conceived.
Not one but two
She divided my unhappy home
Took me through the battlefield.
Placed my tears in a jar
Causing me to wish upon a star
Forgiveness I am here to debate.
I knew a boy once
Who gave me his heart
My careless ways.
My selfish actions
Brought him nothing but pain
One could say, I made him go insane.
I am ashamed
I am to blame
Now nothing is the same.
Forgiveness I am here to debate
My heart is in pain
Wish you could stop the rain.
Darkness
In my deepest darkest hour
There was no one to talk too
No one understood
The world was to busy to care.
Lost and confused
I wrote words in fear.
I live in a heartless, cruel world
My children believe their dad is as good as gold
But at nights away from their innocent eyes,
He conceals a deep, dim, deadly secret.
A secret that plaques his very soul,
He terrifies his victims, a victim of which I am
A bully is he
The monster which torments and suppresses my very soul.
My family and friends think I am hallucinating,
If you knew him you too may think I am crazy.
To the human eye he looks humble
Violence may not be of his nature.
But you are wrong he is scary
Violent is his character
Your children will fear him,
Their dreams will be awakening,
For the monster that lives within in him will scare them.
His heart is as cold as ice
His hands lay heavy on your throat
Legend I call him many is he,
Your daughters may know him,
His scent may possess them.
Who am I to warn you
A victim am I
Crazy you may call me,
A fool I maybe,
Safe I am no more.
No corner, no closet can hide me
This demon devours me,
Death has a hold on me,
Sweet angel, release me.
ANSWERS
Have you ever wanted answers to every question
Have you ever pondered what was right, what was wrong
I have, I still do.
I sit in my two by four little room
Every day asking myself multiple-choice questions
Should I, Shouldn’t I, What If.
What if I hadn’t found what I was created do
I stop, I search, I wondered and then I paused for but awhile
I tried to listen to the stillness of the night.
The more I wondered the more mysterious things became
Then within seconds I had created my own puzzle game
I am only now more confused than ever before.
You see answers are good but are their always right
I am only but a fool
Caught up in what I may call a typhoon.
Crazy as it may seem
Answers are not what we truly seek
You and I are just trying to understand me.
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