SS4 You and your book
SS4 You and your book
On your 21+ birthday, you deliberately massaged me at the actual time when it digitally matched the day, month and age. That was true, the sms indicated the time of receiving was 03:08:34. That showed how fixatious, important and significant, of those numbers meant to you. In your book, you also mentioned how the numbers of your birthday actual added up to a royal "thing"; how you regarded yourself to be at the Royal level and how you were crowned as king. You even printed a colourful photo image of you fondly wearing a golden crown embbed with beautiful colourful gems.
In your book, you went ahead fixed how successful you were, in conquering Israel in certain aspects. The way your story read in my head, it clearly described how you behaved, in such a way it frightened me, if for any reason, I was present at the scene. How you had lack of respect for Jesus, people and common properties, where they were not only holy and highly worshiped, but also they were common places for people to pay their respects. I could not believe and imagine all those horrid behaviours, you did as described in your book.
By giving and asking me to read your book, you had directly painted yourself
a formidable person for me to see. Then you went further, made my fresh clawl and witnessed how falible, irresponsible and unreliable person you were as a friend to me.
You stood me up many times. You made all sorts of fantastic promises with your empathetic and fititious sympathy attitude towards me, then broke each of them bit by bit, minute by minute, days after days and far too many times. The foolish thing was I believed, you would never do that to me. How dare you did.
What I felt disturbing most was not your F's words, but rather the feigned caring and loving me as a friend that you expressed both in your text messages. You had actually fooled me in feeling and believing you were genuine as you stated. No, you were just a professional writer, practised you words, and very creative person as you were able to earn yourself a title Mr Author.
There was one finess quality
You proudly possessed it.
That I have not found in any one yet.
However, it was not that significant
At least not to million people.
But, that was the only thing,
That drawn me to.
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