I am With Her
I am with Her
I am here all alone, listening, waiting, not knowing when the gentle presence will call.
Rocking in my favorite recliner, meditating, then the call beckons me to follow.
Walking out of my house, hearing the screen door slam, I follow her call.
Crossing a busy street, I follow the dirt path set before me to beckons me onward.
Listening to my favorite classical music with my headphone, I begin to wonder where she is?
Walking this dirt path, I began to feel her presence engulfing me as my music crescendos.
I fall to my knees crying and crying in deep sobs for her presence overwhelms me with
her pure Love and gentle kindness.
She senses this and slowly leaves.
I get up off my knees and saw the wonder that is before me.
Then the full Majesty of her was on display, it is her, Gia, Mother Nature!
Her beautiful life is all around me, and through me, it brought me back to my knees, crying once again.
Her presence engulfs me again with her gentle kindness and Love, and she calms my Soul.
She whispers to me that we are now connected and wants me to visit her often.
The next day, I arose early, contemplating what had happened in that magical forest.
Suddenly, the gentle whisper of our connection fills my Soul and my heart.
Urging me to come back to her in the forest of wonder.
Without any resolve, I dressed in winter clothing and a pair of my worn-out hiking boots.
I proceeded to go to this forest and watch the light snowfall before me, which touched my face.
It felt like kisses from angels.
Walking on to the snow-covered dirt path to the bench, I usually sit in.
This old bench is at the fork in the path where I meditate for peace within me.
With bated breath, I wait for her, and then, here she is, as a radiantly beautiful woman.
She was dressed in an Aquamarine robe and a long glittering Forest Green Dress.
Adornments on her head were Gold and platinum, with an emerald wrapped around each metal.
She sat next to me with a warm smile and touched my arm.
Our surroundings changed, and I saw it transform into a glowing springtime forest.
The abundant wildlife radiated its own energy; it was stunning.
They came and laid down beside her; it was incredible and humbling.
She said, “You have been chosen to receive gifts that will aid you in your journey.”
“What journey, and why did you select me?” I inquired.
“You are part of me; I gave you the birth to your soul and a loving heart.”
“You are my daughter whom I have watched grow up in pain and in Love.” Mother Nature said to me.
This stunned me so much I was unable to talk. Finally, I said, “But I am a man.”.
She said to me, “You are Male, and I hid your female presence in this vessel for your protection.”
“Soon, daughter, your body will transform into a female in the likeness of your Mother who is before you.”, she smiled with warm Love that I can feel piercing me with ecstasy.
I looked into those emerald green eyes and saw so much Love for me that it was unbearable, and tears began to flow again.
“My daughter, you can see the Love I have for you, you had to endure this life, and now, my daughter, you are my envoy.”
“You are to help humanity become whole again and to bring my Creation into its glory, Love and joyful peace as it should be.”.
“Our Celestial Father gave me you for this time of real need and gave me the gifts on which I will bestow upon you.” as she waves her hands above my head, then golden sparkles began to shower over me.
I feel a surge of spiritual power flow through me, and my male likeness began to change into a female with long flowing dark red hair and all the feminine attributes that would make most women envious. I am dressed in an Emerald Green dress with a Golden Robe, and I still have my brilliant blue eyes. Yes, I do look like my mother.
Mother said to me, “Your gifts are Discernment, Encouragement, heal physical ailments as well spiritual inflicted pain.”, She went on, “My daughter, you now will be able to travel by your new wings and by just your thoughts to anywhere that has a need.”
“But Mother, I don’t see my new wings,” I implore.
“They will appear when you say unfold and fly and come back in when you say land and fold,” saying with her usual warm smile.
“Mother, how does our Celestial Father know of this need and it’s immediate attention?” I asked.
“Oh, my daughter, The Universe is our Celestial Father. Therefore, he’s Omnipresent. He will guide you to the most urgent need.” As she embraced me with a warm hug.
“And now, my beautiful daughter, I must take my leave, but we will visit each other when your need is required.”, she then disappears, and the Magical springtime forest regains its winter beauty.
I tried one of my gifts and thought about my front room clearly, and now I am home waiting on guidance from my Celestial Spirit.
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